30 Days of Discipline will give you a boot to the ass to fuel that fire.
Get to ass-kicking instead of sittin' around on your ass.
She isn't your soulmate, she isn't “the one”, it isn't true love. Assuming you are a westerner, especially an American, . As a young man you can be free to date around and play the field.
Tying yourself to one woman with a Government enforced noose will do two things: turn you into a shell of a man and significantly reduce your income after she gets bored, divorces you so she can find herself, and papa Government helps her finance it with your money.
Do not take steroids as a young man, your HPTA levels are still developing.
Using steroids while under 22 years of age can and will result in an underdeveloped HPTA which will result in permanent lack of HPTA maturity meaning you will have permanently low natural testosterone levels. Unless your dad is a self-made millionaire your family doesn't know what they are talking about when it comes to planning your financial future.